Friday, 31 May 2013

I am fragile.

Hi friends.
Okay first of all, I want to ask.
Do your heart fragile?
I mean like do your heart easily get broken even because a small little thing?
And that small little thing is actually not so important at all? aha.
Just like me. I’m a fragile person.
I am not fragile because I'm a girl. I'm fragile because I'm human.
I am a normal human being.
I do have heart, I do have feeling just like you out there.
Why I am writing about this?
Okay I just want to be honest here that I am a person who will be touching even with a small little thing.
For example, if someone is sending you a text that actually is not for you, what would you feel?
I mean someone that I mentioned is actually your best girl/boyfriend.
What should you do then?
Should you ignored about it or just straightly asked him/her about the wrong text that you have been received?
I have been going through that situation. Seriously.
Sincerely, my reaction on that time is that I just ignored about it and then I realized it just make the things get worse.
And complicated.
I started to text him differently and not as usual and he knows my changes.
What were crossed in my mind is just I feel like want to cry and cry.
And that’s it, lastly I am truly crying. And sobbing. :’(
I don’t know how I should react with that and crying is the only choice that i had.
He already asks for forgiveness but me myself still feel so sad.
I felt like my heart was going to burst. Hurmm.
My heart is broke. Seriously.
For now, I just want to be alone and I need some time to be cool down.
I hope that I could throw away my feeling that is too easily got touched. I hope so.
I just can’t get over this feeling for this time being.
I hope that the people around me can accept me as I am.
Okay I think that’s all for now.
Sorry for the emotional confession just now.
Take care and live your life happily.
Bye (^_^)











Wednesday, 29 May 2013

29 ♡


Hi everyone.
Here we go.
Did you see that number above? Aha, good then.(^__^)
Actually that’s my favorite number that I’ve ever like.
Did you believe that? Hehe.
Since todays' date is 29, so it is the right time for me to talk about it. hehe.
I really like that number because it has significant meaning for me. Serious talk here.
So if anyone wants to acknowledge me, or give me anything precious, aha, don’t forget to put on that lucky number beside put on my name only. Okay? Hehe. ;)
When I feel sad, then I look at that number, literally I would felt happy. *this is serious. haha
I don’t know why but that is the truth. Believe it my friends.
I’m pretty sure that everyone out there also has their own favorite number.
Am I right? Or not? Hurmm.
So what is your favorite number? What is it? Do tell me. Hehe.
Did you know that my twitcon also I’ve changed with this number.
For the prove, click here, hehe: https://twitter.com/MissLaila29
Lalalala, just say what you want to say. I’m okay with it. Hikhik.
Okay, last but not least, I just want to say that “29, I’m in love with you”. Hikhik.
I exaggerated a lot I think. Haha.
Okay, enough with that.
Okay I think that’s all for now, see you later friends.
Live your life. Life is great. Have a good day.
Thank you to the Creature, Ya Rabbi (^__^).

Sunday, 26 May 2013

My Day :'(

Hai semua..
hari ni hari sedih saya..
entahlah, saya rasa nak nangis je hari ni..
help me please.. :'(
kata-kata yang tak mampu nak diluahkan..
biarlah Allah saja yang tahu..
jumpa lagi semua..
jaga diri, jaga hati, ingat Ilahi.. InsyaAllah.. :')


Saturday, 25 May 2013

Cuti Semester Kembali Lagi (^__^)

Hai hai semua..
Emm rasanya hampir 2 bulan saya tidak update entri baru kan.. hehe.. lama tu.. maaflah ye kepada semua pembaca dan peminat semua.. hehehe bajet ada je.. haha.. Saya tiada masa sebab saya sibuk dengan urusan dunia.. ekk? yeke? haha.. serius saya sibuk sampai tiada masa nak buat entri baru.. student lah kata kan.. haha..

Haaaa sekarang dah cuti semester bermula hari jumaat semalam 24/5/2013 sampai 14/6/2013 nanti, 3 minggu cuti.. cuti semester..  emm macam sekejap je kan cuti semester 3 minggu.. hermmm.. hehe.. tak bersyukur nampak.. yang penting, Selamat Bercuti lah ye semua..

Kawan-kawan, pagi tadi, tepat jam 7.15 pagi, saya selamat tiba di rumah tercinta.. Alhamdulillah.. syukur-syukur.. Lepas siap bersarapan semua, saya duduk-duduk kejap ambil mood kt rumah.. Dan kemudian, apalagi tidurlah.. hikhik.. Walaupun dah tidur lama dalam bas tapi biasalah masih akan rasa penat sebab perjalanan jauh kan.. hehe.. Jadi saya tidurlah dengan lenanya.. serius best tidur kt rumah.. takkan dapat dibandingkan dengan mana-mana tempat dah.. siyes siyes.. huhu.. Oh rumahku syurgaku.. hehe..

Seterusnya, kira-kira jam 2 petang lebih baru saya terjaga.. amboi lama jugak saya tidur.. hihi.. biasalah hobi.. uppss.. ;)
Kemudian, petang-petang macam ni, takda benda nak buat, saya kemaslah barang-barang yang saya bawa balik tadi banyak kot.. entah apa-apa yang saya bawa balik entah.. beg berat sangat kemain.. haha.. Selepas siap mengemas, saya pun apalagi, cepat-cepat cari laptop dan online lah.. emm cuti-cuti macam ni baru ada masa nak update entri blog.. hehe.. dan dan je.. hok aloh.. apa pun, serius gembiranya duduk kt rumah.. rasa macam puteri.. kihkih.. poyo je saya ni..

Emm berikut adalah plan saya masa cuti ni.. emm tak pasti dapat dipenuhi atau tidak, tapi yang penting, kita rancang dulu kan.. kan kan? hehe.. Jadi mari kita sama-sama lihat.. jeng jeng jeng :

Rancangan Pengajaran Harian (RPH Waktu Cuti 24/5-14/6)
*hehehe ada RPH bagai.. jangan kutuk okay.. haha.. =D

AGENDA :
1)Belajar Masak
- Buat kuih, kek, masak lauk / Tolong mak kt dapur ;)
*Nak jadi isteri solehah lah kte kan.. haha..
2)Keluar jalan-jalan dengan kawan-kawan sekolah
*wajib wajib
3) Nak ambil lesen motor (P)
*I will try to make it
4) Menonton tv sepuas-puasnya
*absolutely. every minute. ;)
5) Melukis dan mewarna
*hobi hobi
6) Ajar anak-anak jiran buat kerja sekolah
*cikgu sandaran tidak terlatih GSTT.. hehehe
7) Diet
*paling penting.. kbai.. haha



Haaa, itulah antara agenda saya waktu cuti ni.. harap-harap dapat penuhi semuanya. insyaAllah.. Okaylah, dah mengantuk… nak tidur… hahaha kuat gle tidur.. hehehe.. emm nanti ada masa lagi, saya update entri baru ye.. jumpa lagi kawan-kawan.. jaga diri baik-baik cuti ni.. akhir kata, jaga diri, jaga hati, ingat Ilahi.. InsyaAllah.. :’)
Saya tinggalkan kawan-kawan dengan lagu di bawah ni.. hikhik.. (^__^)



Ours – Taylor Swift



Elevator buttons and morning air
Stranger's silence makes me wanna take the stairs
If you were here, we'd laugh about their vacant stares
But right now, my time is theirs

Seems like there's always someone who disapproves
They'll judge it like they know about me and you
And the verdict comes from those with nothing else to do
The jury's out, but my choice is you

So don't you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
The stakes are high, the water's rough, but this love is ours

You never know what people have up their sleeves
Ghosts from your past gonna jump out at me
Lurking in the shadows with their lip gloss smiles
But I don't care 'cause right now you're mine

And you'll say don't you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
The stakes are high, the water's rough, but this love is ours

And it's not theirs to speculate if it's wrong and
Your hands are tough but they are where mine belong in
I'll fight their doubt and give you faith with this song for you

'Cause I love the gap between your teeth
And I love the riddles that you speak
And any snide remarks from my father about your tattoos will be ignored
'Cause my heart is yours

So don't you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard

And don't you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
But they can't take what's ours, they can't take what's ours
The stakes are high, the water's rough, but this love is ours

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Currently studying Degree Programme for TESL at IPGKKB.(^_^)